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Monday, November 08, 2004

Life is a little hard right now. I had an appointment with my therapist today. I only paid her two sawbucks because that's all I had. Everyone I know I owe. I have to pull some escrows out of my ass and take flight. She said to cut the dead weight off me. I would really like to. How, how, how?

Sometimes in the ED I would see patients that had necrotic tissue on their body. Their feet or toes would be dead, and it just looked kind of like tree bark. They would be in denial of the situation, and the doctors would have to explain that in order to save the rest of the limb they would have to amputate the necrotic tissue. Then surgeon would come by with his rainboots on and they would get the party started. I have to cut off the dead weight. As soon as I recognize what it is, I'm cutting it off.

Slept with a really nice guy last night. Would like to see him again. Probably never will.

confessions of gd * 14:06

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